Thursday...

Hi...

Today's been crap... really, really crap...

It started off this morning with me arriving to work at 9:15am and receiving a lecture from the boss over being late, and how it's "got to stop". Yes, I know I'm usually a bit late in the morning, but at the moment it's all I can do to turn up to work at all... most days I just want to curl up in a corner and hide from the world - especially when I've got boss and Flunky telling me "For god's sake, smile..." every 5 minutes. I don't want to smile... I just want to dissolve and wash away down the drain.

So now I'm actually scared to go to bed, in case I don't waken up in time tomorrow (even though I've got 3 alarms on my phone and an alarm clock)... and when I do go to bed, I'll be scared to go to sleep - cheers, boss...

Stayed back after work tonight too seeing as I was up at the office and not down at the shop (where I'll be tomorrow afternoon for the last hour and a half or so), and then went to the hospital to see brother (who has had his op, and survived it okay - and, of course, that's great (and I'm not just saying that because he reads my blog occasionally)) and Dad, who was in bed and really tired.

Well, I guess that's me for today... I really should go off to bed now...