Can I Ask You A Personal Question?
Do you cry easily?
I ask because I was at the counsellor tonight, and she started probing some feelings... and I happened to look at the clock, which she took as a "get me out of here, before I start to cry" signal on my part (it wasn't), and started to tell me it was okay, that I could cry there...
But I can't... not in front of someone... not even on my own... It's like they're locked away...
I'm the closest I've been to crying tonight that I've been for a while, though... because we were talking about Dad, and I realised that I miss him so much... he was my support, and always believed in me... he always told me I was good at writing and stuff... and I miss that...
I ask because I was at the counsellor tonight, and she started probing some feelings... and I happened to look at the clock, which she took as a "get me out of here, before I start to cry" signal on my part (it wasn't), and started to tell me it was okay, that I could cry there...
But I can't... not in front of someone... not even on my own... It's like they're locked away...
I'm the closest I've been to crying tonight that I've been for a while, though... because we were talking about Dad, and I realised that I miss him so much... he was my support, and always believed in me... he always told me I was good at writing and stuff... and I miss that...
1 comment:
I don't cry easily, but I miss my Dad a lot, too. The guy was cantankerous, negative, maladroit, difficult, unreasonable, and even a racist. But I loved him. Very, very much.
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