Alone Again, Naturally...
It's 9:45am on Wednesday the 13th of August, and I've just waved my Hunsis, Viki, off at the airport about 8o'clock after what has been the best 8 days of my life.
I've spent a long time convincing myself that I don't need friends, that I'm okay with my own company (me and the cats), that I don't miss having someone around the house... but I do, I'm not, and I do...
Ever since first Mum died, and then Dad wound up in hospital and subsequently died, I've kidded myself on that I'm happy enough to come back to my little house after work and listen to music or play spider solitaire on the computer... but I had forgotten how good it is to have a friend to listen to music with, or to watch a DVD with, or just to talk to and laugh with. I've never flat-shared with people my own age, but I really want to now... so I'm desperately hoping that Viki will decide that she loved Orkney so much that she wants to move here permanently.
But now, I'm going to put on a brave face, go get a coffee, and go back to work to face Flunky once again (boss is away again - this is going to be a regular occurrence now... two weeks here, two weeks not... fun and games(!))... Before coming home tonight to my sad, empty house, and my sad, empty life.
Puszikak, Viki... Szeretlek...
I've spent a long time convincing myself that I don't need friends, that I'm okay with my own company (me and the cats), that I don't miss having someone around the house... but I do, I'm not, and I do...
Ever since first Mum died, and then Dad wound up in hospital and subsequently died, I've kidded myself on that I'm happy enough to come back to my little house after work and listen to music or play spider solitaire on the computer... but I had forgotten how good it is to have a friend to listen to music with, or to watch a DVD with, or just to talk to and laugh with. I've never flat-shared with people my own age, but I really want to now... so I'm desperately hoping that Viki will decide that she loved Orkney so much that she wants to move here permanently.
But now, I'm going to put on a brave face, go get a coffee, and go back to work to face Flunky once again (boss is away again - this is going to be a regular occurrence now... two weeks here, two weeks not... fun and games(!))... Before coming home tonight to my sad, empty house, and my sad, empty life.
Puszikak, Viki... Szeretlek...
6 comments:
Szia!
Yes, I liked Orkney more than I cud express. And now I forbid u to b blushie...! Vvvvvvvv had best holiday, bestest than I cud imagine. Funny, nice, charmin AMR, thank u. Don't even care I cudnt hav pancakes u promised...
You kno the rest.
(Juj)
If u will just come back, I promise 2 make a mountain of nemdust pancakes as high as Wideford Hill 4 u... every day!
Dil! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Jeje... 4got 2 say, u buy the eggs (mibbe the ones in my frig hav lived there 2 long), the flour and the milk...
And I wanna goulash every day!
Mivan! Nemnem goulash every day! But vvvv liked the chicken with rice u made... Vvvvvvvv hint.
Mivan! Greedysis!
U wanna pcakes AND chickrice every day!?
Vvvvvvvvvvvvvvv nemnem!
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